last week I let my bully touch me and mark me in the bathroom. I still dont know why I did it! I hate him so much but I think hes hot and attractive even

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last week I let my bully touch me and mark me in the bathroom. I still dont know why I did it! I hate him so much but I think hes hot and attractive even though he makes fun of me. but in the bathroom we were alone and he looked at me differently and I liked it. he actually smiled at me and it made me happy even though I hate him so much. instead of leaving I told him to lock the door which he did and then he slammed me against the wall and kissed me. I didn’t even care I kissed him back and I wasnt thinking. I let him put his hands under my hoodie and my shirt and I really liked it and I didnt want him to stop. I could feel he was hard too he liked it as much as me. I let him kiss my neck and bite me so it would leave a mark. he made me moan and he called me cute. cute! which snapped me out of it because that’s the one time hes ever said anything nice about me. I left after that and didnt see him until the end of the day. even though he was with his stupid friends he didnt mess with me which I thought was kind of nice. I admit I smiled a little and he noticed and he smirked at me. I was feeling fine until I got home and felt miserable because I’m such a f****** idiot. I hate that I’ve done this it’s so weird and I dont know what to do.

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