I had two friends. I helped them get together as a couple but then they had a messy breakup. I tried to spend equal time with both of them but friend 1 accused me of siding with friend 2. I then decided if that was the way she felt I would choose friend 2. Friend 2 abandoned me for drugs and for the rest of that school year I was the outcasted little freak thanks to friend 1’s vicious gossip. I hoped that friend 1 would suffer consequences for what she did to me but she never did. I’m still finding it hard to be social and have friends while she’s always tagged in posts with the copious friends she has and I can’t move on. I want to so badly but I can’t knowing that she’s happy and I’m miserable.
