hello everyone. my name is Viktor James rose and I am writing this confession with a lot of regret and guilt inside me that needs to be released. so here it goes June 2014 I pictured a beautiful woman with eyes that would stare into your soul I loved her so much it was too good to be true she was just an image in my brain and it felt real like she existed to me. anyways fast forward 4 years later that girl I pictured became a reality when I stared inside her she was a remarkable woman who favoured me I was a lot different to other people but she never treated me differently she treated me just the same as a normal person and I loved her instantly she was like my guardian angel. one day we planned to meet up and we did and she took me back to her home it was de ja vu the girl I pictured 4 years ago in my head was real and I was in her bedroom she was u********* for me she gave me that look and she took all her clothes and she was naked she asked me to touch her but I couldn’t stop looking at that goddamn dank memer pepe on her bloody wardrobe lol but after a while I did touch her I laid her down on her bed and I kissed all over her naked body she gasps lightly but I didn’t pleasure her I was busting and we were in 69 position and I just exploded all over her face…..and it was very hard considering I had a kink for that and when I realised I shitted on her I fucked up I really fucked up and now I am nothing I haven’t seen her since that incident and all I want is hope
