I’m 27 and I’m a p********* in the making, I think. I’m particularly attracted to boys aged 13-18. I tried to contain my feelings but failed. Thank God I’ve never raped any boy. I only stared and imagined them in my m*********** sessions. I was easily fall prey to boys who are fair, smooth and without body hair. When I see boys in tight shorts and shirtless I can feel my b****. I’m afraid now that if this goes like this unchecked one day I’ll r*** a boy and things will never be the same again. Yes, I’m the man who earlier wrote a confession on fair skinned indian colleague and his Mom’s i*****.
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Guide your predilections to focus on males like your coworkers or someone similar. There are plenty of young men who appear younger than they are but are perfectly legal to fuck.
I’m trying to control me. I don’t know may be this feelings are a disease. I’m very well aware of the trauma kids have to go through when raped. I don’t want to inflict that pain on anyone. Living in India means you’re closeted and can’t really be who you are. That makes things even more worse. I hope I could cure myself, one day
you’ve been molested when you were a teen?
Actually NO. But I had a brief sex relationship with another boy when I was 14-15 he was 12 then. We mutually loved to see ourselves naked, rubbing our cocks and kissing but never fucked. Later I felt guilty for having that relationship and quited it. I think it was the most important decision I took in my life
Born too late or in wrong country. Child fucking used to be pretty common. Still is, especially in the Middle East.
Some kids age faster than their real age and enjoys being wild. I get it. But most kids are not like that. Getting raped and getting laid down because of a fantasy is different. Best thing is for adults to do is leaving kids alone.
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What the fuck…. that in no way makes it less ok or less traumatic for those children.
And to the person who wrote this:
Since you are aware of your issue… get help now while you still can…. if you don’t wanna cause trauma for those poor kids then get help. Please don’t traumatize those poor kids. They will never get Over it and they will always be scarred. There will be a pain inside their heart like a knife stabbing them so painful you can’t even imagine… a pain more strong than any of your desires could ever be. Think about that. Get help-it’s not too late. And stay far away from those kids. Don’t do things that temp you because that makes it worse…
It’s bullshit. Some kids like being fucked. I was being fucked by 10 and loved it.
No you weren’t… your probabably just trying to justify pedophilia because maybe you are one. Your trying to convince yourself it’s not true… but it is and pretending it’s not won’t make a difference.
It’s just true. Pedarasty was common until the Middle Ages and remains so in the Middle East. Western Culture limits these predilections, often with good reason…but it’s not uncommon.
Yes. I agree to your argument. I’m getting clinical help. But I’ve not told this in detail to my psychiatrist. I don’t have the courage but I’ve to say this to save me.
I’m glad you are getting help. Your doing the right thing. The next step is telling your psychiatrist. It might not be easy but it must be done
*makes it less not ok (I meant to put that)
My buddies 13 year old nephew told me I was cute, and for some reason he jumped on my lap and we started making out. Theres a 15 year difference but we didn’t do much besides make out and feel each other’s dicks from the outside of our pants
I get it. If the boy is loving it he’ll keep asking for your presence. But if he comes to think like he’s wronged this will be whole different story. Control yourself is the good thing to do. You’re from which country? Is it common there?