I met my hisband in college. He wasn’t my type. Sweet, , a year younger, helpful and respectful. But he was funny and friendly so we would hang out. Eventually I started letting him go down on me. He was amazing down there and always willing. I didn’t even have to go down on him. Sometimes I let him use my hand and others I would just roll over and sleep leaving him to m*********. During our time as FWB I slept with many guys and he never complained. In fact I had slept with a guy 2 hours before he proposed.
I said yes. He has only ever been with me. I tried to be faithful to him once we were engaged but after a few months I just needed to be fucked hard. I feel bad cheating on him but I can’t help it. I love his sweetness and his tongue but I need a real man sometimes.
