I live with my stepdad who forces to have s** with me every night. Even though I’ve tried to destroy this chain between us, he still finds a way to push me down to the point where I want to choke myself to death. And every time I see him with my mother, flirting, I attempt to stop my self from throwing up on them. I feel disgusted doing this and he has a daughter who is the same age as me. I’ve already thought about telling my mom about this but she already made future plans with him. I even almost told my friends about it when they were talking about their lives and the times where they were first kissed.
I’m always hoping one day that someone could rescue me from this hellhole………
but no one came and they never will.