My(20M) s** life started with my stepbrother(20M) and stepsister(22F) when we where childs.
When I was 8yo they told me how they liked to play with each other at night and how it felt great and forbidden, got excited and they included me in the game. This continued every weekend as they came to my parents house and everyone was sleeping. Dry humped my sister with her using only p******, grinded in my brother d*** that already had size to fill my hand at the time. It all went for years, my sister got away from this(Thank god, or now she would have a child and we would not know who the father is) and my brother and I continued until 12 yo with the griding and handjobs with p*** playing on our phones, even blowjobs got in the deal, and I found out that i am really got at it(no kisses, so no homo XD).
Two years later we got closer again, with waay more s** drive as teenage hormones hit both of us like a truck. Tempted with the idea of a*** s** and how good the people who enjoys described it, I(16yo at the time) mentioned that I googled out why it was so hard and painful to try a***, and suggested that we should try playing with our butts before and a lot of spit would do the trick. I that day found out the most incredible s** that I have experienced up to now, he pounded me from behind in a cuddle like position under my bed at night, and when he felt my d*** hard as rock, he started to beat me while he fucked my a**. That was SO AMAZING that no m*********** felt the same, I can c** all that i want, but its just not enough, I just want something inside my a**, I crave for that c*** pounding me while his hand is making me c** hard, and s** with my girlfriend is good, but nothing compared to f****** that a** he had few months ago i dreamed about f****** him one more time and woke up with a big stain on my pants. I feel guilty and sad that i cant tell this to anyone. This experiences fucked my mind into a s***** maniac and I just cant get enough.
I love my girlfriend and I will spend my life with her if I can archieve that, but that its a secret that is going to hell with me, and I cant just tell her that I would like to get fucked by her with a s****** out of nowhere, so just little hints will do the trick( she is already playing with my a**, and that its just a great start).
