I asked a childhood friend for nudes and my 2 year anniversary is in a month. The friend doesn’t know my girlfriend and my girlfriend doesn’t know her, I hope nothing happens. I feel awful and I want to confess but at the same time, I don’t wanna ruin this relationship. I feel amazing around my girlfriend but I feel like I just ruined everything I had going for me. I feel like 2019 is going to be my worst year yet.
