I went to the confession booth with the new parish priest. I confessed to sins, some things that are s*****. I don’t know why I said so much, maybe because he is young and handsome. He opened the door with the screen and then popped his p**** through in front of me. I was stunned. It was so big and thick and he wasn’t circumcised. I didn’t say anything and then he told me I needed to do penance.

I slowly touched it and stroked it. Then he said again to do penance. I took it in my mouth until he spurted. He told me to swallow it all, so I did. He said it was a blessing and gave me absolution. He said I must return for confession again tomorrow. I told him I would. But now I am torn and don’t know if I should go or not. I want to go but what if someone finds out. I don’t want my parents to know. I’m worried that he might punish me further, maybe I deserve it, and then I’ll have absolution.