I have a boyfriend of 9 months, a month ago I caught feelings for someone else I felt so guilty about it i broke it off with my boyfriend. We ended up getting back together because we could stay away from eachother. Last night i was fed up with everything and i wanted to get fucked up so I had my friend (guy) pick me up. We went to his house chilled with his family and we all got drunk as f***, nothing between him and I happened AT ALL but I never told my boyfriend I went and he was extremely upset. We are good now we talked it out but I’m sure he’s still very upset but isn’t showing it. I feel so f****** bad because if he were to do that s*** to me I’d be soooooo f****** mad and I was being stupid as f*** but I just feel so guilty for it. 🙁
