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I am married for 18 years and I have a son of 16 years. After 6 years of marriage I found that my wife is having illicit relationship with two different people. To cover her guilt she blamed that I am having extramarital which is not true. In anger and grief I tried to commit suicide thrice by taking sleeping pills but failed and recovered in ICU. Now I have a general aversion for straight sex and feel more inclined to gay sex and have had a couple of gay experience. I also dream of having a submissive BDSM experience by a dominant merciless man. I have changed. This is guilt but I cannot help it. I am doomed.

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  • It sounds like you were having these feelings before. Maybe your wife had an affair because she knew you were gay. You don’t suddenly become gay because of an affair. If you can you should probably talk to a specialist, especially because of the suicide attempts. You wouldn’t want to traumatise your child.

    Anonymous December 6, 2018 12:56 pm Reply
    • I did not have gay feelings even a few years ago. It has come suddenly.

      Anonymous December 6, 2018 1:12 pm Reply
  • You are not doomed.

    I am not a psychologist, but I think you’re filled with self-loathing. Far too much self-loathing to work through on your own. And you have this nightmare of a marriage to contend with, too. Not to mention this questioning of your sexuality. It’s too much to deal with on your own.

    You need to start seeing a psychologist or a therapist. They will help you figure out where these extreme feelings and impulses are coming from, help you understand them, and help you deal with them carefully. And they can help you figure out what to do with your marriage. If you didn’t have children, I would say begin divorce proceedings immediately, but your children may complicate things.

    Good luck. This is a really confusing, tough situation, but you can get through it with help and come out better on the other side. So go get it. Set up an appointment with a psychologist today. I promise that you, whoever you are, are worth it.

    Anonymous December 6, 2018 4:03 pm Reply
    • Maybe you are right. Am I turning gay? A number of things will get ruined if I am cought in a gay act.

      Anonymous December 6, 2018 5:02 pm Reply
      • Talk to a psychologist for answers to questions like that.

        Anonymous December 7, 2018 9:58 am Reply
  • sorry you were hurt that way. counseling may not be a magic want, but I know it’s helpful, in my experience, to have a professional listener help you sort through your thoughts

    Anonymous December 6, 2018 9:40 pm Reply
    • magic wand*

      Anonymous December 6, 2018 9:41 pm Reply
  • Mmmm str8 flipped fag hole is awesome.

    Anonymous December 7, 2018 7:51 pm Reply

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