I am severely anti-social and have isolated myself. I spend ALL my time playing video games and watching p***. I have spent a total of 8,000 hours over the past 6 years on Steam.
My sheer overuse of video games and the internet has ruined all of my physical relationships. I deeply want friendships. I want a romantic partner.
I’ve never kissed a girl. I truly have a deep desire to be a valuable significant other, but I’m so emotionally distant.
My only IRL friendship is with a suicidal drug addict. She’s a wonderful person who hasn’t gotten the support she’s needed by her friends or family. My anti-social personality greatly limits the amount of time I spend with her. I want to be there a friend to stop her destructive cycles; I mearly lack the capability.
