I am mentally ill. I have been since a teenager when I was hospitalized 6 times. I was also homeless. I pulled my life together and I now have a 6 figure

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I am mentally ill. I have been since a teenager when I was hospitalized 6 times. I was also homeless. I pulled my life together and I now have a 6 figure income, wife, kids, etc all anyone could dream of.
My demons in my brain are coming back. Wife does not know. How can I have it all, yet feel depressed and abuse myself? It is not sane. If I cannot work, my family suffers. I am scared. I need God’s help or it will fall apart.

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