I have always wanted to say another set of things that could be distasteful for u… it might grey the area between us but knowing you who is very discerning and clear-cut, you may view me in another light. It’s been almost a decade. I fell in love with you and from time to time I am still in love with you. Or is this just infactuation? That won’t last a decade long because I still feel this way from time to time. Another religion, another time when I’m not married, maybe things could really work out between us because we have shared values and understanding of things. One look and we know what each other is thinking. I tried really hard to stop myself feeling this way and best still I think you view me as a younger sister and that there are just many other things but I cannot deny that we really like each other’s company. I may not be your dream woman and I may never have the balls to tell you but I am addicted to you