Sometimes I picture what my life would be like if i wasn't with my boyfriend. Would I be happier? Would i be with someone else? Would i be living

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Sometimes I picture what my life would be like if i wasn’t with my boyfriend. Would I be happier? Would i be with someone else? Would i be living overseas? He is very loyal to me and it kills me when i have these thoughts because i know i would be so lonely without him but at the same time i can’t help but think ‘what if’. I know this is not an usual thought to have… but sometimes i think whether i’d be getting with people i know if I wasn’t with my boyfriend… i hate myself for thinking this, but damn am i glad to have found this confession website cos i feel better already just saying it aloud. I am also wondering if he will find out i posted this?

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