Hey there! I hv a bestfriend. We’ve been friends for 7 years. We went to separate college. She got herself a boyfriend and didn’t even bother to tell.me about it. I found it myself when i was scrolling my instagram. I didn’t feel happy for her because that explains why she never texted me for months. She was busy with her new bf. I was hurt but i faked a happy smile. Few months after that, she broke up with her bf. Her bf is older so he graduated first. After graduating he started to block my friend in soc media and turns out he was seeing another person begind her back. They broke up. Truthfully, when tht news came to me i didn’t feel sad for her. I felt happy instead and the word ‘serves you right’ comes to my mind. I felt the urge to mock her and made fun of her so called ‘love life’. I do feel guilty for feeling this way because she’s my friend. But the pain that she gave me cannot dissapear easily. Its just one silly deed that she commit and i hv been holding grudges towards her since that day. I am really hurt. I hv been with her during her sas and happy times. Im not expecting you to text me everyday. Just by telling me how u are dong is fine. But she forgot about my existence when she got her love. I shouldve forgive her. I’m not mad. Just super pissed.