In 9th grade, I liked a girl. A friend & I had a YT channel, and she was our cameraman. I was 13 and clueless, barely knew what a gay was, lol.
Anyway now I’m 16, and not so straight after all. I started liking her again over the Summer. Dumb, but ok.
Thing is, I travelled abroad and met this beautiful Italian boy, we kissed, and I flew back home the next day. I really liked him… for the first weeks. As I readjusted to being home and starting school, my feelings for her returned, and gosh am I feeling gay. I don’t want to tell him; his ex left him to b with a girl and it really hurt him.
I’m not looking for advice, I just want to undo the trip, and like this girl with no guilt. I’m a horrible person Jesus

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