My boyfriend got into a fight with his best friend, nobody knew what happened, but we could all tell that it was bad. A few months after it happened, he brought it up. I told repeatedly that I didn’t want to know about it, that it would be better for everyone if I didn’t know. He told me anyways, and it made me really upset. It was horrible what happened to him, but I was mad and disturbed, and anxious about knowing it. I needed to talk to someone about it, and the only person that I could talk to my best friend. Against my better judgement, I told her what happened and I felt terrible about what I was doing. He trusted me, and I abused that trust. Now, he knows that I told her about it, and he’s hurt and mad at me. I feel like I can apologize until the world blows up, but I will still feel horrible about what I did. I don’t know how to show him that he can trust me, that I am truly sorry.
