Today I sent my photos to a “modelling agent” (she’s really a pimp). I never thought I would be that girl, I have survived temptations for too long. I’m in the dumps, my selfish boyfriend & crazy family won’t help. My family actually told me they don’t care if I w**** myself out. I am running out of options. I am not trying to justify myself, I never can. I do believe my boyfriend and family should take part of the blame. This is a temporary solution, until I can stand up on my own 2 feet. I hope that time is soon, and I hope I can take this secret to the grave.