I had sex with 2 women in Las Vegas hotel rooms, and another 2 women in hotel rooms in Santa Rosa. I lied to my wife about my infidelity. I am totally ashamed of what I did. If she found out she would have divorced me to start and it would have destroyed her life and the lifes of our 3 children. What I did was wrong and all the other occasions I regret what I did. I was irresponsible, selfish, and full of sin right to the core. I also did sexual stuff that is unmentionable in print with women not of my race on several occasions, I reached the bottom of lascivity, the lowest possible moral depravity possible with women. As it is the money and time I squandered caused us to suffer. This also led me to an addition to pornography and I spend hundreds of dollars and hundreds of hours buying and watching it. It destroyed me morally and had a bad affect with the relationship with my wife and others. It was never normal. I have done my best to put it all behind me. I hope God will accept my confession and restore my soul and my marriage and relationships. Please God accept my confession and restore my soul. I have not done any of this for several years now and matters have improved, but I still carry the weight of sin on my shoulders and a day does not pass that I do not recollect something bad I did. Please help me God and do not let anyone discover my past, my sin of bearing false witness to protect myself for the lies I said and things I did so shameful, and there is no way under heaven that I can rectify or fix any of it. I am so sorry for what I did God, and help me to live a proper Christian life. Amen. Thank you God.

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