I’m gay. My ex-boyfriend.. was somewhat abusive, he was also rather cold and rarely ever showed that he love me. My new boyfriend is sweet, caring, funny and just a little bit dorky… but I miss my ex.. i miss him cause he was way f****** hotter.. and his d*** felt 5 times bigger than my current bf.. this is sick. I finally got someone sweet and loving but i’m lusting over a bigger d***.