When i was younger my cousin ( he is à Man 29 and i am woman 28) used to act inappropriately towards me when hé got married i went obseessed about him and making him Pay his behavior instead of simple living m’y life and find à husband i loose 4 years of m’y life bécause of that i feel awful i wish i would go Back in time and not give thém even 1 second of m’y life, they are dushbags and are not worthy of m’y attention. Thé worst thing is that i feel like I lost m’y intégrité bécause i put down myself to their level by backbiting and insuktibg thém which is not in m’y nature at all.
