My wife and I haven’t had s** in a while- and I am honestly a pretty h****. Every morning, I j******* in the shower- due to s***** frustration. This morning- and yesterday- I started fantasizing about taking a shower with my cousin sister. We used to kiss and cuddle- but not much more. Just thinking about that turned me on- and then I started thinking about my s*** wife. Thinking about taking a shower with my cousin (although we haven’t seen each other for years) turned me on instantly. I really hope my wife realizes that I want to have a more physical relationship with her- and am hoping that happens some how.