There’s something oddly calming of the sensation of burning to me. Whenever I cook food, or a hot tea, I find myself excited to drink or eat it while it’s still REALLY hot. I burn my mouth pretty bad every week or so. I dont wanna do it TOO much, because I’m afraid of the longterm damage, but I cant stop doing it. If I have a hot drink, ill often stick the tip of my finger in it, too. I went through a period a while ago where I thought it might have been a fetish I had, but I cant see myself ever doing it while having relations, or anything.