Becoming a mom has been the best thing that’s ever happened to me. But sometimes it is overwhelming, I have severe depression and bi-polar disorder. Sometimes I have days where I want to kill myself. For the first time in 5 years my cut myself and my daughter noticed, she pointed at my blood and kept repeating “ouch”. I felt like such a p************. My boyfriend said if I do it again he’d leave me. I can’t afford medications or therapy.