I’m basically an emotional crutch for my friend, I’m pretty much the only one she has to seriously talk to. She hands out with friends and everything but I’m the only person she will talk to about the serious things on her mind…but I’m pretty sure I’m going to kill myself soon. I just don’t know what to do, I don’t want to leave her alone and stranded with nobody to talk to anymore, but I’m hearing the voices again, I’m hearing screaming that isn’t there, yet I’m doing everything right, taking my meds, excersicing, drawing, being productive yet…despite all that I don’t think my mind is going to let me stay here much longer.
