There are people around me who think im perfect. People i love who have never seen me cry or yell. There are people close to me who dont know im self harming and it im afraid of what they might do if they find out. About my temper, about my self harm habits, and about the dark thoughts inside my head. I feel like ill be burned at the stake for little things like my self harm and I… hate myself for it.
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???I think you’re perfect, too but I’m an ape so what do I know
I think all humans do that.
I used to feel that I would hurt my close ones if I told them about mu feelings, I was always the cheerful one when they were feeling sad and I wanted them to be able to rely on me. However that becomes pressure on yourself, and people won’t really be happy if you are not truly happy first, because they care about you. Telling them how you feel won’t only help you, but it will also help them find a reason to be with you and love you even more. Don’t be afraid.