I’ve had 4 s***** partners in the last 6 weeks. I think i’m in love with the first guy but he left, the second guy thinks I love him but I honestly think he’s just a prick, the third guy loves me but I ended up hurting him because I don’t feel the same way and the fourth guy cheated on his girlfriend with me. I knew he had a girl but I just let him do what he did.

I feel like I’m the victim and the criminal at the same time. I feel so used and so empty. I’m emotionally exhausted.