I was never in love with my boyfriend. I only started dating him because he’s my best friend and when he confessed to me I just couldn’t say no. I just thought he’d realize what a horrible boyfriend I’d make but he just wouldn’t budge, it’s been almost a year now and I doubt things will go according to plan.. I’m actually also into guys, but well.. he just isn’t my type but apparantly I’m his. I can’t leave him because he’d be devastated and I can’t stand seeing him all mopey. But I can’t stay with him because it hurts to fake happiness, all the more when I have to fake love.