(take note I have an abnormally high libido) When I was 14 I was laying in bed (fully clothed and everything and with a blanket on) and my little brother came over and started bouncing on me.. and I well got a you know.. I don’t like kids like that, and I never have, but that happening has made me feel so guilty for so many years now, I’m a lot older now and time has gone by, but I still feel like I did something wrong, like I’m a weirdo.