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I’ve been dating a boy for over 2 years.. we have broken up about a couple times and had a few breaks. I’ve been with him since I was 15, now turning 18. Since the start of ya hanging out it was just casual friends but I did find him very attractive. Although I also found his best friend very handsome and originally at the time if he were not in a relationship I would have tried to spark something with him, I did know him throughout elementary school. Anyways me and my current boyfriend ended up together but I’ve always felt attracted to the best friend. Fast forward to now I cannot get him off my mind every day he comes to thought which I know is terrible to say as I’m in a relationship. It’s not a perfect relationship which isn’t an excuse at all but I can’t help but feel something in my chest and the pit of my stomach when I see or think about the best friend whether it makes me one of the worse humans ever idk if this will go away. I may have to end things or just confess to my bf. I’m not sure, I don’t think the best friend would ever feel the thing I am, I’m out of his league and it just s**** having this on my mind every day. I’m confused.

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