It all happened after being in 6 years of abusive humiliation filled marriage. Yes, I’m a mother of 2 kids, being married to last 6 years. This marriage has everything missing… The feelings, love, romance, ecstasy and passionate s**. He just don’t care about me.
I met him after 6 yrs on Instagram. He liked all my pics and videos with cute smilies. We exchanged number. We whatsapp each other. That very night ended up with ‘tight hug’ in conversation from him. Obviously my husband stays in another city for his job, and he stays 1500 kam away. He is married too. But that convo has popped up my heart so bad.
Now I wanted to hear more from him, constantly and continuously thinking of him. I wanted bad to get hold of the naughty s3x chats. Before marriage, we hooked up smooching and having foreplay with each other. He used to have lustful chats with me. Today once again I was missing it so bad.
Again in night we met.. I ended up with video chat watching on his bare chests. Now it was something, that we both felt, we wanted badly to have each other.
He is suppose to leave for another country after 5 days… I immediately booked my flight ticket and went exclusively to meet him.
That room, what he booked, where we met.. had the most romantic aroma. We looked on into each other eyes and broken up all protocols.. loving, hugging and kissing each other all over. That was the most sizzled day of my lifetime. I loved that.. Gosh, I found out.. Now I just want him.. I want to meet him more, to have him again n again. Irrespective of outcomes.. only I and Him, holding and loving each other.
He left the other day for another country for 5 months. We were in contact through same whatsapp. Today is 2nd month of him being on another voyage. But you know what, now he has started IGNORING me.. I feel like to cry. Why now ?? He is not answering my msgs. He keeps on scolding me every time. He is irritated all the time. He doesn’t talk h**** now. And on top of above, he is telling me to get serious for your husband.
Is he insane ? He has started loving his family all of sudden. Then y he made me to meet him, y all those talks. Y that moment. I am feeling like a tissue paper. He has moped up my feelings. He has made fun of my feelings. Now what !
This guilt is killing me. I feel that now I’m no longer deserving my husband anymore. Y he did this to me.. my heart is crying out loud now.
