I loved her. Truly, I did. She was 5 years older than me, but at age 42, she is pretty, funny, intelligent, cheeky and a complete demon in the sack. I didn’t think I was interesting, cool or smart enough to be with her. Still don’t.
I frustrated her and she texted me that she wanted to ‘bail out’, so I took it on face value and let her bail out. Now, I’m back with my gf from years ago and I think I’ve made the wrong decision.
I miss her every day. I caused her emotional turmoil and it’s 100% my fault.
I see she’s online dating again, so she has moved on. I want the best for her. Clearly, that’s not me.
