I have BPD and I was s******* assaulted. It makes relationships and s** hard sometimes.
I’m a freak. I like freaky s*** during s** but I haven’t been able to be open with my ex boyfriend about it cause if the s***** assault. I find out he told his mother at one point he thought s** was boring between us and that crushed me. And now I’m kinda going through life feeling unattractive and unwanted and unloved and I can’t keep filling my life with meaningless s** and love. I want to be treated right and loved and not feel like a burden.
