After getting home from the store today while unloading groceries out of the car with my dad, a skinny girl and her kid walked by. The kid was no older than three and could barely walk. My dad pointed out that the girl had a nice a** (like he does a lot) and instead of looking at the girl’s I looked at the kids and said “Yeah it is pretty nice” without thinking. After I realized what I said I took the groceries I had inside and I was disgusted in myself. To make things worse, I can’t stop thinking about it. I know it’s wrong and I hate myself for it but I’m horrified that I might hurt a kid some time
