I felt lonely and like nothing to my husband. He never listend to me when I was trying to talk to him about how i was feeling and seemed to dismiss what I was saying. I ended up cheating on him, when I thought I never would ever do that to him, I started having second thoughts about it even before it happened and was to chicken to back out, when he came over the whole time I was thinking to myself this is disgusting, when will this stop, god please let this stop I don’t want this. After he left I broke down crying and threw up. I’m disgusted and hate myself and I hate the other guy now too!
