I feel as attracted to girls as guys and I watch gay p*** almost more than straight.
I feel really bad about it since I don’t want to be gay. I don’t feel emotionally attracted to guys, but I like hairiness.
It might be just me observing elements I would like to have (chest hair, facial hair, muscles…), but it makes me feel insecure about my s********.
Don’t get me wrong, though: I’m currently debating whether or not to ask this girl I like out and I wouldn’t like to be in a homosexual relationship with someone.
Perhaps I’m curious, but every time I get off watching or thinking something gay, I feel rotten inside because I really don’t want to be gay. It makes me feel abnormal.
I will probably have g****** once or twice in my life because I AM curious about s**, but I’m afraid I’ll enjoy it.
I just need someone to say that it’s my choice and that I’m not gay.
– A Nonny Moose