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I really just can’t take life anymore but I hide the pain and pretend I’m fine . But in reality I’m so depressed and fighting to hold myself together . I’m petrified I will fall apart and cry publicly/in front of my family because I often find myself struggling to hold in tears so I can finally cry when I’m alone . I feel trapped like I just can’t tell anyone . I’ve tried but I’m so used to hiding it I don’t even know how . I’m just so exhausted from pretending .

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I had a litter of 4 puppies. I’m down to 3 now. I killed one… by accident. I’m feeling so so guilty. It’s been 3 weeks since they were born and it was about time they were administered dewormer medication. The vet told me only 1 pill per puppy (4 pills in a packet). A pill fell out 1 of the puppies mouth. I didnt see and thought it was the puppy next to the pill that didnt get it. I gave it to the puppy. In 3hrs time the puppy started breathing fast and died a short while after. The body was lifeless. Tears filled my eyes. I grew attached to them like they were children. As I was burying it, tears fell into its grave, with voices in my head ” you killed her”. Repeatedly…

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I had a litter of 4 puppies. I’m down to 3 now. I killed one… by accident. I’m feeling so so guilty. It’s been 3 weeks since they were born and it was about time they were administered dewormer medication. The vet told me only 1 pill per puppy (4 pills in a packet). A pill fell out 1 of the puppies mouth. I didnt see and thought it was the puppy next to the pill that didnt get it. I gave it to the puppy. In 3hrs time the puppy started breathing fast and died a short while after. The body was lifeless. Tears filled my eyes. I grew attached to them like they were children. As I was burying it, tears fell into its grave, with voices in my head ” you killed her”. Repeatedly…

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