I´ve hurt those i was supposed to protect…
Thanks to me, now they are much worse then before…
Everytime i try to help someone, i only manage to
make things a whole lot worse than before.
I´ve done so wrong… I´ve robbed, trespassed…
Basicly, i was a criminal, a con artist.
Till this day, i live in sorrow and regret for everything i´ve done…
Then i met this girl that i thought she was «the one»…
She betrayed my feelings and stabbed me in the back.
I learned that sometimes the person you would die for, ends up killing you.
Even today, i live with the guilt of my past mistakes and i´ve been having
suicidal thoughts…
I went on a search for redemption and met a person that feels the same way
that i do, feels the constant pain of living…
I tried to help, but i made things worse…
I think it´s time to say farewell to this life…
If the only thing i have given is pain to others, then
its for the greater good for me to be dead.