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I have been addicted to p*** and s** for 14 years. Thankfully I have a wife and a job and when she is around I am able to control myself for the most part. When she is away I go on omegle and sometimes it takes all night to find a female to watch me do my thing. My p*** addiction started in middle school but it was mostly benign until I got depressed and spent a few days in a psych ward. After that I felt that p*** was the only way for me to feel human. My tolerance for it grew over the years, from four hours a day to six and sometimes more. Sometimes the entire day. I don’t know how it got this bad. Sometimes when I do it (m*********) for too long or too intensely I get blood in my stool. I want to be a player and have a lot of girlfriends but I just don’t have the personality for it or the income. I have a specific body type and look in a girl that I have a fetish for. I work as a teacher and one of the girls fits the fetish perfectly. She is 16 so I’m uber careful not to show what I am thinking. But inside I think she is gorgeous and if I had the chance I would probably be the best lover she would ever have. I know this may sound terrible to you. I wish I could know what I would think of her if I wasn’t a s** addict. In another culture this would be normal. I want to lock eyes with her so badly and give her a look that says, “I would give it to you so hard on your desk if no one was around.” But I just can’t because of the rules and the law. Her eyes are so soft and beautiful and I want them, but I never will have them. I humble myself by remembering when I was 16 and I wanted the girls to look at me but they never did. I was the same back then, I found one girl and I stuck with her. I just wish this fantasy wasn’t so strong.

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I wanted so bad to see and find out what my wife’s deepest darkest fantasy was. She is very pretty in early forties and I wanted to spark up our relationship with something different. She told me her friends would spice up the bedroom with roleplaying giggling when she mentioned it. This was the perfect opportunity so one night I did the unthinkable never expecting to hear her tell me she says the following. Go down and pleasure me and I might give in. Well she starts little by little and finally she Just tells me the mysterious man is barely a man in his late teens. She’s traveling by herself bored drinking wine when she hears a knock. It’s the young guy from the hotel she saw at the bar. He told her she left her card. Something comes over her and she starts to flirt and he returns later on that night. She and him make hot love all night she can’t believe how good he is. I ask her did he f*** you good? She says yes very good and she rides him even harder and he last forever and they fall asleep together. By this time I’m rock hard. The thought later crossed my mind because she does travel and she does drink wine. She’s told me younger guys always seem to flirt with her. Then something hits me. I actually think it truly really happened. I started to think maybe she made up the part about her friends talking about roleplaying? Then I realized she hadn’t been out with them for a few months how was this possible. I couldn’t get this off my mind it was just something that wouldn’t go away. I knew she could be a flirt and with wine she’s a totally different person. Two weeks went by we were at a wedding saw her friends and one mentioned it’s been a while since her and wife have spoken and my wife didn’t catch on. That night she was drinking pretty heavily and she was ready for s** when I just pulled down her p****** I could always control her once I started touching and licking her. This was my chance and I just said it. Are you looking forward to traveling back to Dallas ? Do you hope to meet him there again? Do you hope he’s ready to f*** you good again? She tells me yes I really want to touch hold and feel his huge long d*** inside of her. I then said … you can tell me the truth I won’t care. I’m pretty sure you have really fucked him and I want you to continue it’s all okay. She said yes we fucked it just somehow happened we couldn’t resist the other he was tall handsome and very s*** looking. He knew how to get his way. I’m glad your not upset I didn’t know how to ever tell you I just lost control. I said now that I know the truth I want to to be safe and continue to f*** him I think it’s hot. I know I would very likely f*** a hot young girl too . That made her go wild and she said if you eat her p**** and finger her as good as you ear me she is going to keep coming back to you and she just exploded all over my mouth f****** my face hard pushing my head deep and hard squeezing my head deep jerks screaming my name and his until she’s done. She said I wish you both would take me mmmmm. Julia continued to meet him and eventually got hooked up with another man. We both started seeing others and we love each other more than ever. We talk about how much they are good in bed. David and Julia.

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