I am a Muslim and once when I was little I prayed to God for my mom to die. Back then she used to abuse me and sometimes still does but back then it was worse but she did it out of love. But now that she’s sort of tamed and we have a better relationship, I’m scared God will grant my wish. I’m such a pathetic brat.
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Yes, praying to God to kill your mom is bad. But I don’t think that God kills people because you pray for it. You need to forgive yourself for this. Build a new and better relationship with your mom. If you cannot forgive yourself you will never be able to get rid of this guilt. And as with all humans as we get older and older, your mom will eventually die but it will not be your fault.
Hey I’m the one that wrote the confession and I wanted to say that you for your advice. I’ll try to move on from this. Thanks.
Abuse is never put of love.
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God knows best…if he “grants your wish” it was always in his plan and ur mothers death would serve a greater purpose but for now u can just trust that the all knowing God we serve knew how u felt then and how ull feel now,he does what is right and fair