So my friends found my tumblr blog, and when i was 12-13 i was really into fontcest, and just. Really fucked up sruff. Like, shota/loli, incest, gore,

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So my friends found my tumblr blog, and when i was 12-13 i was really into fontcest, and just. Really fucked up sruff. Like, s****/loli, i*****, gore, r***. Yeah it was awful and they saw some of it and i managed to delete it before they saw the worst of it. But i feel f****** sick and deeply ashamed. I managed to convince them that i wasnt like that anymore but that awful feeling is there. They say they still love me and they dont really care but i want to vomit. I feel so disgusting and ashamed. They dont….really think of me any different. It really just effected me more. I feel like i need to get my stomach pumped. It was a huge invasion of privacy. Something i wanted to take to my grave. I dont know what to do or how to get this feeling to go away. Ive never been so humiliated and horrified in my life. Haha. Im a fucked up person and i know that and i accaptrd it but i never wantrd anyone to see that side of me. I dont think theyll talk behind me back i hope. They think im not like that anymore. Whenever my friend mentioms kids i keep expecting her to be like “oh yeah eww u were pedoy as a kid lmao”. F***. Im not a p********. I was just a kid into kids my age and i didnt understand. F*** f***. I hate myself

New Confession

Rent was due 2 days ago and I was short and about to be evicted. The landlord showed up to collect the rent, I answered the door in my bra and p******….

I invited him inside and got him a beer, made sure to bend over at the waist when I got the beer and showed him my thing P#nties and #ss. I explained I was short $200 on rent and asked if he could give me a break, without a hesitation, he said if I gave him a BJ, he could let me pass.

I took his hand and led him to the couch, got on my knees and undid his belt and pants, I pulled them down with his shorts and the biggest C#ck I have seen pops out. At least 9″ with a nice mushroom head. I pushed him back onto the couch and sucked that giant tool as deep as I could take it. After about 10 minutes, he said if I could do more, he would take $400 off the rent.

So I got on top and rode that massive C#ck in reverse cowboy style until he filled me with his C#M… he was so good I s#cked his c*** again and he was fully erect and I let him climb on top and do me a 2nd time… Paying rent never felt so good… I plan to be late next month as well…

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