I feel absolutely useless right now. I have things I’m supposed to be doing but I can’t do them. I’m not smart. I’m not pretty. The only thing I’m good at is drawing but I don’t even have the motivation to do that. Someone paid me $40 to draw them something and I haven’t gotten it done yet and I don’t feel like I’ll do a good job but I can’t refund money I already spent. Why do I have to be like this. Instead of doing important things I’m downloading a visual novel maker to make some stupid thing out of pure jealousy and my gut is wrenching from the jealousy. I haven’t left my bed all day. I’m so useless god what do I do to get motivated? I want him to be proud of me but I can’t even be proud of myself what’s the point in trying
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listen don’t feel this way think positively, i’m sure you are gorgeous. get out of your house with a close friend and do something fun. relax in your room and listen to motivational music. start the drawing and finish it i’m sure you’ll feel better once you accomplish something. dw everything ALWAYS gets better even if it feels like it never will. trust me from experience