I’m 18 and live out of home since 16. I’m a new born again Christian. However I’m new to this and I can’t understand myself. I recently lost my virginity to someone I don’t like. He was just a friend. I feel like crap since. I feel guilty for doing that. And I’ve been going off at my housemates unintentionally because of random triggers I have from my past. I’ve left my family in another state (Australian) and I don’t talk to them. I feel really bad. My father was abusive so when I look at my family I think of him but it wasn’t there faults.
