I am 16 and I can’t take it. My life is falling apart. I can’t do anything right. I s*** at everything. Everyone has gotten ahead of me. I fail at school, all my friends ditched me and my sister treats me awfully. I already gave up, but still cannot take the fact that NOBODY CARES. My mother and grandmother are mentally and physically destroyed, look like they would die any moment. IT’S ALL MY FAULT. I can’t do a single thing good. I lost my abilities and I hate myself. God doesn’t want me. I just want to kill myself. I know I am going to hell, but there is no better place for me to reside. Only problem is thinking about what will happen to my family after I leave.
