Do you know how painful it can be when a slight love even from a girl who is just your friend makes you sexually aroused when you don't want to be... By

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Do you know how painful it can be when a slight love even from a girl who is just your friend makes you s******* aroused when you don’t want to be… By the way, it’s a boy.

I’m a recovering p***-s** addict and nowadays I think perhaps it’s better for me never ever to receive affection. Life’s already messed up and almost s*** at 26 years of age. Best to suffer alone- try hard being lonely and confess onto pages like this or a paper and throw it out…

Or maybe I could just talk to this girl about not hugging me ( I always love hugs in real) I really don’t know why? why? why? it’s this dark about just a simple hug… But yeah, one thing i do fear is if I confess- I might lose a good friend. That’s not all,… after that I will probably be blacklisted as a creep, perv, jerk, all those names- feels like tattoos on forehead naming me all bad…

These relapses are painful too…

Probably best to cut off from society, friends… just me.. keeping the poison to myself

New Confession

My girlfriend told me that after school we could go to her house and have s e x. She said her mother decided it was safer for her to have s e x at home than in the back seat of a car.

She said we could go to her bedroom and do it there. She told me that the door had to remain open. I was a little hesitant about that but I guess we’ll have to be quiet.

Then she told me that her mother would be there to supervise. She explained that her mother would be in the room, watching, for safety. She said we could have all the s e x we want and as often as we want but only with her mother present.

I have to think about that. It’s odd to have her mother right there while we are doing it. It is a chance to bang her really good and often and get my co.ck sucked but I don’t like the idea of her mom watching everything. I don’t want to miss the opportunity but I’d like to bang her privately. I’m not sure what to do.

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