When I was 21 I was looking at teen p*** (legal) and I randomly got the disgusting impulse to see if I’d eventually come across younger girls (16/17). I never found them but eventually I was directed to website that featured underage girls. I’m not too sure of their age but from what I can remember they weren’t young children. Maybe 13 or something. What’s weird is I wasn’t really aroused but masturbated anyway. i feel sick to my stomach thinking about this and can’t really move on. I reported the website and got it taken down but I still can’t move on. I just wanna be happy again. I just made a substantial donation to the IWF as well which funded a report apparently. I just wanted to get this off my chest. I know I’m not a monster but I guess I’m tryin to feel like a good person again.
