I feel disgusting and gross. I stumbled upon r*** p*** last night and I didn’t realize it until I found more obvious p*** and I hate it. I can’t tell anyone because I’m not supposed to even know what p*** is according to my family, but I feel so guilty for finding it. I’n not sure what’s worse – the fact I can still remember it or the fact that unlike most of these stories, I hated it and didn’t find it s*** at all.