I committed a terrible crime (spent five years in prison and was recenlty released). Not only do I feel guilty for what I did, but no one wants to support me. I ruined my whole life. My mom and my twin sister want nothing to do with me. Nobody does anymore, really. I excelled in college before this incident and I can’t even go back. To be honest, the only thing I want right now is to hug somebody. I haven’t been loved or hugged in 6 years and I just want to be hugged so badly it hurts. I wish people could spend some of the energy they use to humiliate and hurt me into loving me. But I’m afraid I will be humiliated my whole life.
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Where did you do time?
State or feds
State
Camp name or pen
Just a test.. other name for jail in prison?
If your really bad you go to .._m ?
I can’t pretend to know how you feel, I’m not in your mind, but I understand. I’ve also done something bad and I can feel my Karma approaching (in the form of someone pressing charges against me). I’m scared. I’m so scared my hands are shaking… so, you’re living in hell now, but you’re not alone. Us, the ones who were broken by themselves are there with you. You’ll find someone near you who can understand if you look at the right places
No,prison changes you , in a very cynical way. Alone is different when you get out of prison.there are support groups out out there your p.o. Has a list there are people who want to help look it up!