Age 23, male, India.
I’m a Technical graduate.
From the bottom of my heart, I feel guilty of my deeds. Call me pervert, thief, mentally retarded, it’s your wish.
I am really sorry for the things i did in my short span of life.
The first sin I remember was when i was in 8th or 9th class i was then 13 or 14. It was a hot summer and my cousin who was 6 years younger to me was staying with us that noon. Everyone were sleeping, when i molested her, not s** but i inserted my finger into her private parts, i till now feel guilty about it. M SORRY, i was immature then. It was 2009 and time of festivals, i again did the same with another little girl, she used to call me bhaiya. I know you may feel like I’m a pervert. M sorry for that too. I even tried to insert myself into my mother, while she was asleep, i was going through a phase which i couldn’t handle properly. When i had my first relationship i stole money from many people, who used to visit our home. 1000, 600, 500, 2000, 100 and many. I am sorry for all of this. From this money i used to gift her or else have foods with friends. I even stole from them who taught me from my childhood, my uncle. M really sorry. During my 3rd relationship, i had mutual s** with sister in law. I know I’m cheating my girlfriend. Plz forgive me, god. I’m confessing this because somehow i know I’ll get all my deeds in return. M not that strong to handle all this with me. I believe in KARMA, I believe i did many wrong things with people. Please god please forgive me. Plz readers please forgive me. I’m swearing I’m not repeating these things again but i feel guilty always. I feel there is a burden in me. I’m sorry. Everyone. Those who are affected by my wrong deeds. I have already experienced some KARMA in return, i know i’ll get it till my quota is filled. Someone said KARMA won’t hurt you directly but it’ll hurt you by hurting your loved ones. I’m sorry god. Please don’t do anything to my loved ones. BHAGWAN please maaf kar de mujhe.. please.
I am genuinely repenting on my sins. And I’ll forever.
